To introduce this post’s topic, I have copied an excerpt from a chat conversation between my husband, Jeff, and me. We were discussing my youngest son, Phoenix, and his reluctance to take a shot at the basket while playing with his basketball team. Preceding the excerpt from our conversation below, we were discussing how Phoenix would eventually work up to taking his first shot and how my husband identified with taking time to come into something. I then made a remark about how it must be a genetic thing.
One more thing you should know before reading the following chat, my family lovingly teases me about what they refer to as my “phases”. Over the years, I have picked up many different interests and hobbies. I taught myself sewing, canning food, gardening, the use of aromatherapy and essential oils, countless exercise fads, reading tarot cards, etc. There is a pattern to my “phases”. Something piques my interest and I dig into it, learning everything I can. I master it or at least learn it to a point of my satisfaction and then I move on to something else. –A new phase.
JEFF:
Yeah, we are late bloomers
ME:
You’re perfect
JEFF:
So are you. I meant we as in you and me, btw
ME:
Interesting, I have not thought of myself as a late bloomer
I thought of it as a time-delayed response HA! -or slow motion
JEFF:
omg
ME:
I suppose you’re right though
JEFF:
Think about it…you are just now starting to get an idea of what you want to do with your life
ME:
Yeah, I get it.
Of course, you could also think of it as a Phased Plan
JEFF:
And “phased” plan is exactly right, hahaha…get it
Because you have phases
ME:
omg
JEFF:
LOL!!!
ME:
I retract my statement
It is done. Retracted. Never Happened.
Of course, that may be a good blog topic…you know, my latest PHASE
JEFF:
Yes it did! I have saved this conversation.
ME:
f@#$er.
JEFF:
Yeah well, your phases are getting more and more narrowed down and focused…so it’s good
ME:
I’m glad you approve
JEFF:
I just observe
ME:
and I take it you are the Subject Matter Expert?
JEFF:
I’m trying…getting better all the time
ME:
It is a little uncanny
JEFF:
You are my favorite thing in the whole world. I study you all the time.
ME:
Awwww, thanks honey. ❤
Here is what I took away from this chat. First, my husband is an infinitely patient and loving man and I am, once again, reminded of how lucky I am. Second, I need to reevaluate what I think of as a “late bloomer”. Finally, I may be a “late bloomer”.
Up until this conversation with my husband, I had never thought of myself as a late bloomer. –Not even close. While there is nothing wrong with being a late bloomer, it was something for other people. When the topic would come up, I would nod sagely and say wise, profound things like, “We are exactly where we need to be as our journey brings us to different waypoints at different times”. -Which sounds cool…for other people. You know, those other people who ARE late bloomers. –Not for me. I thought of myself as an early bloomer or a frequent bloomer, or even a multi-bloomer. I have blooms all over the place. (Have you ever noticed when you say or type a word over and over again, it sounds/looks funny? Bloomer…bloomer…bloomer…) I’ve accomplished all kinds of things and I have received all kinds of recognition from all kinds of different people and organizations. I was definitely, most certainly NOT a late bloomer!
Until my husband, who is much smarter than me, called me out.
-And, BAM! It hit me. Whoa, I MAY be a late bloomer. WHOA. While the conversation back and forth between my husband and I may seem cute and light, it was a huge light bulb moment for me. As in, needle screeching off the record, time stopping, unplugging from The Matrix, everything become crystal clear moment. “How’s your life paradigm?”, you ask. -Shifted, thank you very much.
In an instant all the awkwardness and feeling like I never really fit in made sense. Even when I have been surrounded by friends and loved ones, people who have supported me, and even when I have received great accolades for things I have done, I never quite felt like I fit in. –Because I didn’t. I did not fit into my own skin. –My own way of being. I was reaching up and out to take in new experiences and ideas to help me grow. -All the endless searching and trying on new things and ideas but never feeling comfortable in settling into or on one thing finally made sense. I was sending out roots, tapping into rich resources and feeding my growth. I am just beginning to bloom (bloomer…bloomer…bloomer).
This does not negate everything I have accomplished. -Quite the contrary! It finally brings all my experiences into a cohesive picture that makes more sense to me. Each experience, each “phase” was a crucial part of who I am and who I am becoming. As Scott Barry Kaufman says in his article, Confessions of a Late Bloomer,
Achievements that require complex abilities like creativity or leadership, which comprise many different traits and thus the alignment of many different genes, are years in the making. As Simonton points out, there is only one way of becoming an early bloomer, but there are an infinite number of ways of being a late bloomer. The more complex a trait, the more ways a person can become a late bloomer for that trait.
The Statue of David by Michelangelo
You may have come across Michelangelo’s response when he was asked how he carved the magnificent statue of David from one solid piece of marble. He replied that he simply chipped away everything that was not David. What is even more poignant about this story is the marble used for the Statue of David had been deemed unworthy and unusable. Two other artists had attempted to complete the statue using the same block of marble and determined it to be of too poor quality and too massive to work with. As a result, it sat in the elements for more than 20 years. Once Michelangelo started to sculpt the marble, it took him three more years to complete. As a result, we have a masterpiece we continue to admire as one of history’s finest pieces of sculpture. The Statue of David in all of its timeless and enduring beauty did not happen overnight; it took time.
Michelangelo is considered one of the High Renaissance artists. The High Renaissance (circa 1490-1527) represents the pinnacle of Italian renaissance arts. This time period gave us the works of masters such as Raphael and Leonardo Da Vinci. The renaissance was a ‘rebirth’ of learning and it was energized by a wide focus including an intellectual pursuit and appreciation of politics, the arts and science. Hence, when we wish to describe a person with a wide range of interests and talents we may call him/her a “Renaissance Man/Woman”. What does this have to with late bloomers? Margaret Lobenstine wrote a wonderful book, The Renaissance Soul: Life Design for People with Too Many Passions to Pick Just One, describing how people who some may consider to be late bloomers may actually be Renaissance Souls.
If I were to envision the Renaissance approach to life, the traditional career metaphors of a highway to follow or a mountain to climb wouldn’t come to mind. The Renaissance approach to life looks more like a tree branching out in myriad directions, some branches overlapping, some intertwining, and some just finding their own merry ways to the sunlight.
-And we’re back to blooming (bloomer…bloomer…bloomer). This concept resonates with me because I think many of us have a wide range of interests and/or are still exploring interests. Many of us meander and explore, weaving back and forth across paths. There are very few straight lines.
While I admire those individuals who have known since they were two years old what they wanted to do with their life, most people I talk to are still trying to figure that out in their 30’s, 40’s and beyond. So, perhaps there is too much social pressure on picking just one interest and specializing? It is crazy to think of how much pressure we put on ourselves and our children to pick a lifelong career at 16 years-old! I’m 38 and I’m still trying to figure it out!
I like the idea of my life as one big adventure exploring different ideas and interests and constantly making new discoveries. I will also continue to honor and support the same for those around me. I appreciate author, journalist and speaker, Malcolm Gladwell’s comments in his article, Late Bloomers: Why do we equate genius with precocity?
Late bloomers’ stories are invariably love stories, and this may be why we have such difficulty with them. We’d like to think that mundane matters like loyalty, steadfastness, and the willingness to keep writing checks to support what looks like failure have nothing to do with something as rarefied as genius. But sometimes genius is anything but rarefied; sometimes it’s just the thing that emerges after twenty years of working at your kitchen table.
So, whether you consider yourself or someone you love a late bloomer or a Renaissance Soul, I invite you to celebrate the wondrous journey that is life (bloomer…bloomer…bloomer)!